Do you find your mind talking itself into circles to justify your behavior and feelings? I sure do! My husband would agree. Lol. My thought process has become more involved as life got more difficult. I am no longer thinking 1 + 2 = 3. My mind thinks 1 + ±√4 = 3 or -1. It still makes sense. It is just more involved. Life is sometimes complicated so this is reflected in my thoughts. I overthink and analyze until my mind is swirling. But…I do come to a conclusion. Sometimes I could have arrived quicker but the path I chose had a purpose. It made sense in my head. It made me feel good. It was my journey.
So if you are a simple thinker, God bless. If you are deep in your own thoughts, that is fine too. You are not alone. Just remember to have an end goal in mind and come out of your whirlwind at some point. You only get to the next destination if you can continue on from your current location.
I will never move on from what I have been through but everyday I learn to continue on with more purpose and love than the day before…even if I sometimes live in my tornado of thoughts.